Unbearable Suffering: A Personal Struggle With the Puzzling Suffering of Cluster Headaches
It was a overcast Monday morning in September 2016. I was working as a teacher, attempting to manage a new class, when a intense sensation bloomed behind my right eye. It was followed by rapid jolts, similar to electric shocks. As each class came and went, the discomfort eased and then came back with greater intensity. Four times that day I left a teaching assistant with worksheets and hurried to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I tried ibuprofen, but the agony remained unbearable.
The attacks returned repeatedly that fall, and once more in spring, soon establishing an yearly cycle. The autumn months were the most severe, then February and March. I could predict the routine: aura in the morning, early twinges on the train, full-blown agony in the classroom by mid-morning. In 2019, a GP eventually referred me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches often start with severe discomfort behind one eye that lasts up to three hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 people suffer by the condition, and males are more often diagnosed. Cluster headaches typically start with sudden, excruciating pain focused on a single eye that reaches its peak within a short time and lasts for as long as three hours. Attacks come in clusters, every day or several times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or face sweating. There exists an episodic type, which occurs in seasonal bouts; others have chronic cluster headaches, defined by the lack of extended pain-free periods.
What connects sufferers is the intensity. One research paper scored the sensation at 9.7 10, more severe than broken bones or pancreatitis. Another found a significant percentage of cluster patients experienced suicidal thoughts amid attacks; the figure dropped to four percent when they were not in pain.
One patient, 74, a chronic patient from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her episodes began when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the ground and hit my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition worsened through her youth. Alcohol in her adolescence, similar to several triggers, made things more intense. After drinking alcohol at her school leaving party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the bus home.
Her relatives often mistook her attacks as drunken episodes. Understanding finally came from her parent and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after relocating, but often concealed her condition. She was fired from one job, partly due to time off during attacks. Her definitive identification came in the early 2000s at a specialist neurology center.
Nevertheless, the failure to plan daily activities around unpredictable pain took its toll. She especially disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the small freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented throughout history. “The first description of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write authors in a publication on the subject. They attributed the disease to an evil entity who attacked his victims' heads.
Ancient healing records suggest unusual treatments for what some experts would classify as a migraine. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a distinct condition, with treatments ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more folk cures.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the first detailed description of a cluster headache. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache occurring and disappearing each day at specific hours”.
The disorder were only officially classified by international medical committees in 1988. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a major blood vessel which supplies blood to the head. Leading experts in diagnosing the disorder explain this.
In 1998, researchers released the results of a research project for which they had induced attacks in patients and observed the attacks in a brain scanner. The results, featured in a major journal, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they recovered.
In spite of such progress, identification remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's symptoms began in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent four operations before eventually being correctly identified in 2014, after a doctor researched his symptoms.
Neurologists say delays in diagnosing and treatment occur because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in agony,” one says. He proceeds by eliminating other common head pain conditions, such as tension-type headache, before confirming cluster headaches. A detailed history is essential: on which side do signs occur? For how much time? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Specific features such as tearing, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help verify the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be sent to dedicated centers. But a lot of first go to A&E or are given inadequate therapies.
A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has experienced cluster headaches for most of her adult life, although she hasn't had an episode since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misinterpreted her pain. She believes dentists still need much more awareness. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who responded. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in early 2021; a calm advisor talked me through oxygen treatment and medication until the attack passed.
Official guidance on management recommend that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a specific drug administered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic options include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly soothes the attacks of some individuals.
But consultant specialists argue the official guidelines need revising to reflect a more defined treatment process and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The duration of the bout determines the approach.” Short cycles with occasional attacks are managed with acute therapy only. Longer or more intense bouts require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an procedure into the side of the skull where the discomfort is that decreases nerve activity.
The official guidelines need updating to reflect a